Happiness where have you gone? It seems like lil more than 2 years ago i was with the love of my life/new car/back to school, then all of a sudden life bit by bit life is just throwing punches and taking ppl i love away(breakup,death)<RIP JOHNNY CAB>. I dont want to make it seem like i am not in control of it but when I look back on my life i ask myself "where did it all go?". So thanksgiving at my house was eventful and is deff not something i want to write on my blog. As it looks like my parents might be seperating i look at my own relationship status and wonder why i am never able to keep the people i love around me long enough. It maybe stems from the fact that i can never truely love or appreciate what i have at the moment, Maybe a lil unappreciative of what i have or maybe blinded by my own quest to find something/Someone that might not even truely exsist? That is perfectly plausible. What i am i truely looking for in life? It seems I have some real soul searching to do in order to find out what i really want.
